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Janellism #2 [Nov. 15th, 2009|07:43 pm]
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[Current Mood | apathetic]

Wahaha. Ang bilis ng part 2. Nakahanap kasi agad ako ng sapul na reminder eh.

Eto..


I am letting go. Thank you.
LinkRock with the Violin

Janellisms (AKA Reminders/realizations to myself) [Nov. 15th, 2009|07:28 pm]
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[Current Mood | determined]

Haha. Mula ngayon, maglalagay na ako ng Janellisms posts.

Ito ang mga reminders ko sa sarili ko or pwede ring mga realizations ko sa buhay. Haha.

Okay, so for my Janellism #1..


Stay focused. Yeah.
LinkRock with the Violin

Kasalanan to ni Gabe Bondoc Haha [Oct. 20th, 2009|03:02 pm]
[Current Mood | depressed]

I Remember lyrics

Ohhh....
Remember...
Oh, I remember...
I wanna know...

[Verse 1:]
Where were you when I said I loved you?
And where were you when I cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you.
Thinking of all the times we shared.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside still loving you.
I was sad and lonely.

[Verse 2:]
No one knew all the pain I went through.
All the love I saved deep in my heart for you.
Didn't know where I would go, where I would be.
But you made me leave.
And plus my heart it just,it just kept telling me so.

[Chorus:]
Oh, I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I said I hated you.
But somehow deep inside still loving you.
So sad and lonely.

[Bridge:]
There was nowhere else to go, oh.
Nobody else to turn to, no.
For the rest of my life, I promised myself I'd will love me first genuinely.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I said I hated you.
But somehow deep inside still loving you.
Sad and lonely.

I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
So sad and lonely, hey.
I remember when I stormed out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
I was sad and lonely.



Ang sakit sakit na eh. Ouch. Hahaha. T___T


</3

LinkRock with the Violin

Ouch [Oct. 20th, 2009|02:13 pm]
Grabeh..

Ang sakit sakit naaaa.

Ng puso ko.


</3

Ang sakit talaga.

LinkRock with the Violin

SEMBREAK NAAAAAAAAA! (ALMOST) [Oct. 19th, 2009|09:37 am]
[Current Location |my room]
[Current Mood | nervous]
[Current Music |Gabe Bondoc Songs]

Hahahaha.

Actually nung Sabado pa sembreak na talaga ako. Pero may formal reports pa para sa Physics 102.1. T___T Rawr.

Pero kahit sembreak na, hindi pa rin ako mapalagay. GRADES KASE. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.


Lord, DOS na GWA po ang kailangan ko. :( Please Lord. Para po sa scholarship ko ito. :((

Haiii. Kahit po di na ako umabot sa CS, okay lang. Kailangan ko lang po talaga mamaintain ang scholarship ko. :(

Grabeh, never ko naimagine ang sarili ko na magsettle sa dos o magwish na dos ang average ko. Grabeh lang. Kakaiba talaga ang college. Ngayon ko lang nafeel kung gano kasarap PUMASA lang. Swerte na ako na pumasa ako sa 102. Grabeng stress. Wuhoo.


Lord, mag-aaral na po talaga ako nang mabuti next sem. Totoo na po ito. :( Nagets ko na po ata kung anong klaseng pag-aaral ang gawin ko for Physics dahil sa sem na to. :( Haiiiiii.
LinkRock with the Violin

Let's go back into time. [Oct. 3rd, 2009|11:52 pm]
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[Current Mood | nostalgic]

"I wanna go back into time.. Now rewind back in the day when nothing really mattered."

Waaaah.

I super uber duber (haha) miss high school!!! :(

Rewind na lang please.

I want to go back to Pisay days, to keep me sane. Haha. Nababaliw na ako sa college life ko eh. Please bring me back.

Sana.. high school na lang ulit, high school na lang forever. <3

Alam mo yun, kahit ang mahirap at stressful ang buhay ko noon, gustong gusto ko pa rin pumasok. :( Masarap pa rin mag-aral kahit na super stressed ka na. Haha. Pero ngayong college, ano? Grabeh. Nakakapagod na. High school na lang please.

Loko kasi ako, tinignan ko pa ang pictures namin noon. :( Ayan, inatake ng nostalgia. :( Miss ko na talaga yung mga batchmates ko, lalo na ang mga classmates ko. I miss the atmosphere, the faculty, staffs, the campus, the classrooms, and most specially the students.

Miss ko na..

Sina Kuya at Ate Guards sa gate! Kamusta na kaya sila? Kilala pa kaya nila ako pag dumalaw ulit ako dun? :( Ang lakas ko pa naman kay Ate Linda dun. Hint: ID at tardiness. Haha.

Si Ate Utility! Pag nakikita ko siya palagi ko siyang nginingitian at binabati. :) Kaya ayun, kilala na niya ako. Haha. Andun pa kaya siya?

Sina Kuyas at Ates sa caf! Haiii.

Pati na rin pala ang mga dorm managers sa GRHM! Haha. Palagi kaming tumatambay sa girls' dorm noon pag kailangang magclass practice eh. Haii.

Si Manong din pala! Manong sa school bus. Grabeh, love na love ako nina Manong. Napamahal na sila sa akin noh, apat na taon ba naman akong nag schoolbus sa kanila! :( Aww shux.

Miss ko na ang corridor ng Pisay! Miss ko na ang Acad Oval! Miss ko na ang caf! Miss ko na ang basketball court namin!

Syempre miss ko na rin ang mga teachers ko. Waaah.

I LOVE HIGH SCHOOL. <3

Waah. Kailangan ko nang dumalaw dun sometime at mag-emo sa Oval. Haha. Kukunin ko pa ang diploma koooo!

LinkRock with the Violin

Hahahaiii. [Oct. 2nd, 2009|06:18 pm]
[Current Mood | determined]

Ang lahat talaga ng ito ay isang ultimate battle against katamaran. Hahaha.

Parang sa inaraw-araw ng linggong ito, palagi akong nagsstruggle pilitin ang sarili kong mag-aral. Pramis ako nang pramis na mag-aaral na talaga, pero all attempts remain futile. T__T Hahaha. FAIL. FML. 

Aral na, Janella. Aral na.

Asan na ang drive to study pag kailangan ko? Raaaawr. Let's go!
LinkRock with the Violin

GRABEH!!! [Oct. 1st, 2009|12:42 pm]
[Current Mood | disappointed]

Ayoko naaaaaaaaaaaa.

Ayoko naaaaaaaaaaaa.

Ayoko naaaaaaaaaaaa.

Ayoko naaaaaaaaaaaa.

Ayoko naaaaaaaaaaaa.

Ayoko naaaaaaaaaaaa.


=((

Grabeh talaga.

Bakit ba ganito. =((
LinkRock with the Violin

The Ultimate Book Wishlist [Sep. 29th, 2009|02:45 am]
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[Current Mood | nerdy]

Waha. Gusto ko nitoooooooo.. Ililista ko na muna.

"The Lost Symbol" by Dan Brown
"Digital Fortress" by Dan Brown
"Jurassic Park" by Michael Crichton

actually lahat pala ng Michael Crichton novels na hindi ko pa nababasa. Haha.

"A Brief History of Time" by Stephen Hawking

"Mind of God" by Paul Davies

lahat na pala ng book ni Paul Davies! Kasi nirecommend ni Sir Jomags.


Will update this once I find more interesting books. :)
LinkRock with the Violin

Bakit feeling ko ang useless kong tao? [Sep. 28th, 2009|07:26 pm]
[Current Mood | crappy]

Feeling ko ang useless kong citizen ng Pilipinas.

Shete wala man lang akong magawa para makatulong sa Buddy ko, sa Orgmates ko, sa Blockmates ko at lalong lalo na sa Friends ko na naapektuhan ng bagyo. :(

Leche kasing schoolworks to. Jomags kasi eh! Hindi tuloy ako makavolunteer. Leche.

Sana okay kayong lahat. :(

Haii.
LinkRock with the Violin

Erp's Bonggang Hollywood Debut [Sep. 28th, 2009|12:49 pm]
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[Current Location |sa bahay ulit]
[Current Mood | happy]
[Current Music |the rain]

Hahaii. Sa wakas tapos na rin ang pinakahihintay na debut ni Giselle. Although ang sad talaga dahil andami sa aming friends at batchmates ang di talaga nakapunta dahil sa bagyo, masaya pa rin yung party overall.

Grabeh! Parteeeeh talaga kagabi. Mas masaya pa ang sayawan sa debut ni Giselle kaysa sa gradball dati eh! Siguro kasi lahat ng kasama ko dun mga kakilala at friends ko, kung hindi man uber close. Lahat kami nageenjoy at lahat kami asa dancefloor. No holds barred. At syempre adyan ang Gagang debutante na naghoedown throwdown. Hahaha. Peace tayo erp. :))

Tapos grabeh, nahirapan ako sa kakaisip kung anong sasabihin ko diyan sa 18 candles. Amp. Hindi ko kasi alam, baka mamaya matawa lang ako, maiyak or masabaw. Hahaha. Ang hirap mo palang gawan ng message amp. :)) At ano ako, partner in crime mo? Hahaha. True true, andaming bagay ang trivial talaga between us. HAHAHA. Alam na.

erps


Hoy Giselle, I'm happy for you. Namiss kita gaga, palagi ko kasing kasama blockmates ko. Yikeee, sobrang cheesy. Kahit di mo nababasa tong blog ko sa LJ. Hahaha. Labyu mommy. :)) LOL

Next week si Kimmy naman! Yey. Magkikita kita ulit tayo people. Happy.

Haha, grabeh narealize ko sa mga debut na to na ang mga friends talaga, magkita lang kayo solve na ang lahat ng problema. :) High school is the best four years of  my life.. and will always be. :)

Yiiiie, sobrang cheesy! =))


LinkRock with the Violin

I miss violining! [Sep. 21st, 2009|11:32 pm]
[Current Mood | excited]

Haha. May term bang ganun?

Magdadala raw kami ng violin bukas. Excited na ako. Yay. Ang saya dahil madami sa block namin ang marunong or interested magviolin. Rock on. :))

Ang saya manood ng youtube vids ng mga nagvaviolin ng modern alternative rock songs. :))
LinkRock with the Violin

All We Are [Sep. 21st, 2009|12:26 pm]
[Current Mood | crushed]
[Current Music |One Republic - All We Are]

We won't say our goodbyes, you know it's better that way.

We won't break, we won't die, it's just a moment of change.



Ang ganda ng kantang to. :)

Haha. Wala lang. It's really better that way. :|



Link4 rocked with me|Rock with the Violin

Unofficial unacademic to-do list. [Sep. 21st, 2009|06:10 am]
[Current Mood | tired]

Haha.

So many things to do.. so little time, so little patience and most of all so little MONEY.

For one, I'm still in debt to almost all of my friends who have just turned 18 cause they're older than me. :P Haha. Almost all of them will have or has had their birthdays from July to November. T__T Grabeh, lahat talaga sila nagbibirthday! Haha

Secondly, add my mother to the gift-list. T__T Oh and it's my sister's birthday too not to far away.

Third, I was hoping to buy the latest Dan Brown novel. However, I find it too expensive. Ugh. T__T

Fourth, there's the block gimiks that never fails to burn my money. Hahaha. Therefore, dapat hindi na talaga gumala.

Fifth, bringing the car to school also drains my savings. The gasoline I use up is just too expensive. T__T

Haiii. Dapat na talagang magtipid. Haha.
Link11 rocked with me|Rock with the Violin

Eh di.. [Sep. 20th, 2009|09:59 pm]
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[Current Mood | cold]

Eh di..

Kayo na nga..

Kayo na. Ikaw na ikaw na ang masaya. Kayo na ang okay.

Tssss. ;|


Di mo man lang ba ibabalita sa akin?

Kailangan ko pa bang malaman sa iba?

Grabeh ka. :|

Tsss.

Ganyan naman palagi. Ako naman nagpapauto. Haha ohwell.

Haaaaiii nakoooo. Hindi ko malaman laman kung paano susuko.



Mawawala din to. Potek.

Parang basketball lang yan, paano ka mananalo kung reserba ka lang?
LinkRock with the Violin

So I really gave up my chance of a lifetime. [Sep. 19th, 2009|08:17 am]
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[Current Mood | crushed]
[Current Music |Silent Sanctuary - Hay Naku]

Chance of a lifetime nga ba?

Ano nga ba yun?

Ano pa ba, kundi ang pagiging pseudo Lady Maroon ng UP! T___T Aaaaaaaaagh. :(

Hindi na, hindi na ako tutuloy sa WBL. :( Hindi na ako tutuloy sa pagrerepresent ng UP sa league na iyon. Hindi na ako tutuloy sa pagiging temporary TEAM B ng LADY MAROONS. WAAAAAAH.

Paano kasi, ang UP BOLERA ay ininvite na sumali sa WBL para irepresent ang UP Lady Maroons.

Haiii. Hindi na talaga kasi ako pumunta ngayon sa training namin ng 6-8am. First time ko pa naman sanang aattend pero hindi na ako tutuloy. Ang trainings kasi namin, MWS 6-8 am. At may training pa ng apps sa hapon, 6-8 pm naman.

Blame it on the Acads. Kung hindi lang ako delikado ngayon, sasali talaga ako. :( Pero sabi ko sa sarili ko, kailangang magsakripisyo para sa Acads..kahit ang kaligayahan ko pa ang kapalit. EMO. Haha. Kahit ang pagbabasketball ko pa ang kapalit. Kahit yun na nga lang ang pantanggal stress ko sa buhay, sige lang. Para ito sa Acads. Para wala na akong ibang stresses sa buhay. :(( Haiii haii haii.

Grabeh, gusto ko sana. Pero hindi pwede. Ang lungkot ng life. :(

Sobrang heartbroken talaga ako ngayon. Dahil diyan. AAAAAAAGH. Ang sakit. Minsan lang kasi darating to sa buhay eh. Sana nung first year ako kami sumali. :((( Pero ang haggard kasi ng sophie year eh. Hayy.

Sana may next time pa. Sana manalo sila para next year kasali ulit kami. Haha.

At sana.. pwede na ako. :(


Go UP Bolera. :)
LinkRock with the Violin

Of Friday Overnights and others [Sep. 13th, 2009|06:10 am]
[Current Location |kwarto ko]
[Current Mood | contemplative]

Hahaii. Kakabasa ko lang ng blog ng isa sa mga magagaling kong blockmates sa Physics. Sabi niya naiyak daw siya kagabi nung tinignan niya yung test questionaire ng 3rd exam namin. Kung siya nga naiyak na, paano pa kaya ako?

Haii. Gusto ko na rin talagang umiyak. Nakakaiyak naman talaga ang lahat. Isang gabi naiyak na rin ako sa lahat ng stress at pressure sa buhay ko. Minsan gugustuhin mo na lang iyakan ang lahat, lalo na kung wala ka nang magawa kundi titigan ang mga fail mong exams.

Haiii. Friday night nagovernight dito sa bahay sina Arriane, Hannah, Mark at Barts. Dapat mag-aaral dapat kami ng chem 16, ngunit, fail. Nagrockband na lang kami nung hapon. Tapos hindi na ako pumasok sa CWTS bilang tinatamad ako at iniisip ko, mag-aaral dapat kami ng Chem. Late na rin kasi kami nagising kahapon para makapagprepare umalis at magreview pa. Haha. Shet namiss ko sila agad ah? Parang di tayo nagkikita kita everyday blockmates. =)) Haha

Haiii. CHEM CHEM CHEM mode na dapat. Kailangan kong i-uno ang Chem 16! T___T Ito na lang ang magiging pambawi ko sa mga iba kong subjects eh. Pagnakatres ako sa Physics 102 ( na di pa nga sure kung papasa nga ako), Chem ang dapat na pambawi. Shet. Shet talagang sem to. Scholarship in peril! T___T Lord, tulungan mo po ako. :(

Haiii. Lord, kung ako lang ang affected, okay lang naman sakin bumagsak eh. Ayoko nang maging GC. Pero hindi naman kasi ako nag-aaral para lang sa sarili ko, nag-aaral ako para sa parents ko. Ayokong i-disappoint ang parents ko. Ayaw kong gumastos sila sa pag-aaral ko. Yun na nga lang ang naitutulong ko sa kanila eh. Ayoko, ayoko. :(

Haiii. Kaya dapat, wala munang ibang bagay na iniisip. Shet. Dalawang long tests pa sa Chem, isang long test pa sa lecheng Math, isa pa sa Physics 102 at 111. Sana maging pambawi rin ang GE ko. T___T
LinkRock with the Violin

FML [Sep. 7th, 2009|09:12 pm]
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[Current Location |sa kwarto ko na naman]
[Current Mood | crushed]
[Current Music |Paradiso Girls ft Lil Jon - Patron Tequila]

Bago magprobset sa 102, ako ay magboblog muna. Ang buhay ko ngayon ay isang malaking kalokohan. Everything's fucked up. My org life, my social life and most especially, my studies.

I don't know what's happening to me now. Nag-aaral naman ako nang mabuti at sa tingin ko naman ginagawa ko ang lahat ng makakaya ko. Kung titignan never pa ako nag-aral nang ganito nung high school. Hindi ako ganito mag-aral nung high school. Masasabi kong mas masipag talaga akong mag-aral ngayong college sa major subjects ko. Pinipilit kong intindihin ang mga lessons. I'm stretching out my brain further pero di talaga kaya. I need a new brain.

Maybe because I haven't done a lot of deep thinking for a while.. I miss my old more philosophical self, always reflecting on ideas and concepts. I've lost that in me when I entered college. I've been shallow for a while and I hate it. I should start re-prioritizing things and seriously change my life right now.

Haii. I want to go back in time. High school na lang please. :( I miss high school. Nagkita kita kami ng 2nd year classmates ko nung isang gabi sa debut ng aming classmate and I just missed them. At least we got to catch up with each other's lives after a long time. So much has changed in all of us.

On the other hand, what I like about college right now is M1. :) Our block becomes closer and closer everyday. M1 is love. Thanks for making my physics life less stressful.

On side note, I guess I need to basketball na bukas. (Yak conyo haha). I need a stress reliever. Si Buddy Mec, tinext ako kung gusto ko raw bang sumali sa UP team sa Women's Basketball League (WBL). Whoa lang. God must be opening another opportunity for me, eh? Sana. :)

Hayyy. Ito lang ang masasabi ko sa sarili ko ngayon: CRYING IS GOOD. Just cry it all out and tomorrow we'll be stronger persons. Okay rin magbreakdown paminsan minsan, lalo na kung sabay sabay lahat ng problema. :| Okay lang, okay lang talaga yan.

I may cry myself to sleep tonight, but tomorrow, I know that I won't help but smile. Ganun ata talaga ako.

Haha, emo much? :P
LinkRock with the Violin

And I thought I could trust you. [Aug. 31st, 2009|04:40 am]
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[Current Location |at my room again]
[Current Mood | tired]
[Current Music |Sponge Cola - KLSP]

Tsss.

Hindi lahat ng tao matutrust mo.

There's no such thing as fairness. Sa ideal world lang meron nun.

Ganyanan na kasi eh.
LinkRock with the Violin

KaSCIyahan Part II and Other M1 Thingies [Aug. 23rd, 2009|09:38 am]
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[Current Location |sa kwarto ko]
[Current Mood | contemplative]
[Current Music |Michelle Branch - You Set Me Free]

Hahaii. Well, kasciyahan is over for me. Wala, talo eh. Gusto ko sana umabot sa finals eh. Pero wala eh, talo kami agad sa NIGS nung semis, so napunta na kami sa battle for third place. Tapos vs Math yun. Eh chumichill lang kami nung first half vs Math. Ayoko na rin kasi ng pressured na laban, gusto ko for fun na lang.

Anyway, at least sure na ata kami na hindi kami last place? Hahaha, sana! Achievement na yun di ba. Parang for the last two years kasi last place ata palagi? XD

Anyhoo, nagpapasalamat ako sa mga M1 blockmates ko dahil masaya silang kasama. :) They make physics a  lot more fun and easier to deal with. Kung baga, damayan na to sa hirap at ginhawa. Haha. Siguro sila na rin ang isa sa dahilan kung bat naiisip ko pa ring magstay at wag nang magshift. Hahaii.

Next time sasama na talaga ako sa overnight! T___T Wah.
LinkRock with the Violin

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